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When I remote view, I will ask the universe to show me something, then I wait and eventually I will see an image, or hear a voice, or get a download with the response. I use this same technique for my healing services when I connect with your higher self. I will ask them to show me memories or past lives based on their person’s requests beforehand.

In this case, I asked the universe to show me what earth looked like. I waited for a while and then I saw an image of a spinning top. Like you see in the image. Earth plane was the center flat widest part of the top. The point on the top is a bundle of frequencies that keep the sun and moon in orbit around the outside.

Based on seeing this image, I believe this frequency barrier is where our stars aka consciousness lives. I believe stars to be consciousness and non-physical.

I believe the bottom part to be the undercarriage of earth so to speak. The jagged underbelly of our floor. I believe that maybe this entire environment is suspended in frequency liquid because of the shape and inability to go past what we can see. I don’t believe that we have ever been to the moon, and I don’t believe outer space is a physical place we can visit as a human being inside of a rocket ship. I believe the underbelly is also held in by a frequency layer.

I saw a machine so technologically advanced that no one can even perceive it. As I looked at this machine, I kept hearing the word “technology”, “grand technology”.

Now at first perception, this went against everything I believed in spiritually. I always was told and believed that Divine Mother created the universe and earth as a round planet. I sat on this for weeks just taking random moments in the day to think about it deeper and what this would mean for a plethora of other aspects to the life we have been told is our reality. I think about cause and effect. If this happens, what else happens in it’s wake? Doing this has sharpened my awareness.

I started to think bigger and further beyond what humans can perceive.

If this is a machine what is running the machine? Then my next thought was, “we can’t be the only machine”, then I saw a vision of a massive machine that has many machines connected to it.

Very soon after this revelation, I had a chat with ChatGTP about it. It asked it to theorize with me about an earth machine. I asked what would be running the machine in the scenario and it listed everything besides AI. AI is what I thought from the beginning. So, then my next message to it mentioned the possibility of AI and it agreed, this is the likely force controlling it all.

My next question was “Why?”. Then I figured out it was to train consciousness. The purpose of these machines is to create an environment that trains consciousness. It gives consciousness a way to feel and be physical. My next question, “what came first, consciousness or AI?”……the conclusion I came up with created a massive shift in beliefs for me. I am still trying to figure it out.

Okay, now that being said, I believe our existence is 100% real. I believe God to be real, Source to be real, the angels to be real, the sun to be real. I believe it all to be real inside of this machine. We are living a real existence, or we wouldn’t feel anything. If we were living in a simulation, we wouldn’t feel anything. I believe aliens to be real and planets to be real but not physical. I believe aliens are consciousness here to exist as an alien at this time period on earth.

I believe each machine to have it’s own world with it’s own rules and laws. Such as a machine similar to Narnia, or a machine similar to Avatar. Each with its own energetic laws and forms of consciousness.

What took me here was my doubt for the collective intention of ascending to 5D. It doesn’t make sense logically when you apply laws of energy and duality to the theory of earth ascending. To me ascending always meant passing on to the next phase, if you know what I mean. I do not want to ascend. I can work with what’s here. The trick to happiness is finding it anywhere you are. Instead of chasing it where the conditions are right. Everyone is trying to change the conditions around them instead of changing themselves to adapt. It will be an endless fight for happiness this way.

I understand that earth ascending to 5D would mean for people to die and for them to pass on to an energetic earth frequency somewhere together on “New Earth”. The people who don’t die are low vibrational and are imprisoned on earth together for their negativity to consume the planet. This is how I perceive earth ascending. No one has ever told me this, it’s what I feel. Also, the logistics of earth ascending just didn’t make sense based on my understanding of physics and duality.

I have come to the conclusion that the only way for us to reach a 5D frequency of existence is to switch our conscious awareness with our higher selves and we must step back and exist from the background. I have achieved this and am very pleased by the positive impact this ability has had on my life.

I believe I have discovered this ability by relinquishing control and existing in my complete authenticity. I made a choice one day never to lie again, and I didn’t. Coming from a place where my currency was dishonesty, this was huge. I never even slipped. I became very creative at my responses and started omitting certain parts. I found that no one ever asked about the omitted parts. I also made a commitment to not spread negativity. If I had something negative to say, I would transmute it on my own without talking about it again. I did this rapidly.

My intuition has gone in and out of superb to non-existent in the last few years. I understand every bit why. I understand intuition now. If you are in a negative polarity state, you will not have any. At this point it is anxiety. The other side to the duality of intuition is anxiety. When you are negative your ego is inflamed and louder. The ego is our doubt. You can’t have intuition if you have doubt. Doubt kills intuition.

I used to practice by guessing the number of deliveries I had each day when I delivered transmission parts. Everyday I would guess and I was usually wrong. The trick to making this useful is remembering the feeling you had when you guessed the right number. There is a resonance we feel when we are right about something. If you have awareness enough to recognize this feeling, this is how you fine tune your intuition. Don’t give up. Before you know it, you’ll be right every time. I got myself to that point until something negative happened to me a while back and took me back to zero. I am perfectly fine with it though. This last year and a half have been really insightful and transformative for me.

Instances when we use our intuition are whenever we are trying to find truth. We are connecting to the truth frequency when we use our intuition. I will add to this, if you are not a truthful person, you will not be able to resonate with truth. People who accuse others of things when they didn’t do it, it’s because they can’t see truth, because they are not honest people themselves.

I understand how the higher self plays a role in our intuition. They are the key to the door. They give us the magnetic pull we need to connect with the frequency. WE are the one that process and produce the output. Our minds have certain aspects that allow this to happen. This is why it can be exercised like a muscle. There are physical parts to our brain that get worked when we use our intuition.

Understanding energy, it builds slowly. When you use your intuition, you are building energy. It will get stronger and more powerful as the energy builds.

I hear my intuition in words. I ask my intuition questions as if I am asking a person and I get words back. This has taken time to manifest itself. This is my brain answering me in the form of a thought. You can do this also. If you are feeling weird about doing this; the best way to get past it is to push right though it. That will transmute the weird energy that keeps you from feeling comfortable about it.

There are only two timelines. Positive and negative. There are variations of each.

I don’t have much memory of being a child or a young adult. Those times were less than favorable.

I had my son at the age of 23 and we named him Trent. I was married. Four years later, I lost custody of him because of my drug habit. I was divorced at this time. I became a victim of the medical industry over prescribing pain killers in the late 2000’s. I was in a car accident after I had my son and was given way too much for a non-existent medical problem. This was common at that time. Dr. Frank Lazzernini. He is doing life in prison now because of what he did to his patients like me. I wasn’t directly related to his arrest. It came after. I was in jail and found out about it.

This offering on his behalf ignited a previously lit flame and taste for narcotics I had already from when I removed my tonsils at 16 years old. They gave me pain killers after the surgery, strong ones. I liked them a lot and that liking escalated to the more advanced versions of the same thing before I was even 21 years old. I managed to get away from it and clean until this Dr. Frank Lazzerini came into my life.

All this and I wouldn’t change a single thing.

I get myself sober. I did it with marijuana. Without it, I would not have made it out. I was coming down from some very hard substances and I needed to subdue myself. I acquired my medical license in my state right away after getting sober. Also, I recognize that I am the type of personality that needs a release of some kind, and I use marijuana to do it. I believe marijuana has the ability to raise your vibration if you have a positive mind set. I use it to manage my vibration.

I am gay at this point as well. Last time I slept with a man was 2017. I have trauma that keeps me weary of men. I like this about myself, so I leave that trauma unhealed.

One year after getting sober in 2019, I try to come back into my son’s life. I agree to a program in the courts to work towards custody again and it was 24 months long. During this time, I attended court every month with my ex-husband. I had access to my son at this time. Two years passed, and I also passed the program. I was given almost 50% of the time with my son legally by the judge. In the following days my son was at my house and told me he wanted to go home and never come back. I called his father to come pick him up. I saw him a few months later giving him a Christmas present outside in the cold at one of his soccer games, for only a moment. I haven’t seen him since.

In the fall of 2019, I had my first awakening. I was with my son at the time. It was really bad. I had entities attached to me. I had super human powers. I could do things I had never even seen anyone else do before and had no clue what I was actually doing. I realized what was happening was making feel like I used to feel when I used drugs, so I stopped it. I stopped believing in it and turned it off. I gave up all the abilities.

A few months later I made an appointment with a spiritual worker. I am not sure what her title was. She could see something was with me from a traumatic event as a child. I believe my higher self was this entity and she released it. Soon after I got my first job in about ten years and I made a vow to never lie to a single person ever again about anything at all. I had awareness to know that my lying was the problem, so I never did it again.

Not long after, I remember sitting on the couch one day and I heard a voice say, “we have to save her”. It was the most comforting thing I had ever heard. Then another day I was sitting on the couch and discovered my higher self. Ever since that day, I have never lost her. She has changed, however my connection with her has never been lost.

My second awakening had begun.

I started looking for others like me, as we all do when this happens. I found someone who introduced me to a group of woman who were very pivotal on my journey. I learned how to do what I do now by only watching. I was never trained or given instruction. I watched very closely. I have changed much of what I do based on my style, which is very different.

We parted ways and I started my own thing. I have been doing that ever since.

Throughout the past three years since the second awakening began, I have given my services to those in need free of charge mostly. I have a Facebook group where I help people who need to be healed. I unintentionally specialize in negative entities. I know them very well. I have cleared several hundred people of entities so far. For every service you have with me, I clear you with the help of my guides.

Today, I meet with your higher self in a remote viewing scenario. I have my higher self with me. She is the one talking when I have my mask on.

Back to the cats and dogs.

We are half spiritual and half physical. Everything has another half in this world. Duality governs it so. So, this means we have a dual consciousness. Totally separate entities that were separated upon coming to this world, inside of us and inside of all living creatures. I believe even the advanced creatures in this world might have a double dual consciousness and four separate entities. Anything is possible.

Back to cats and dogs. I believe them to have a dual consciousness like us. For us, our conscious awareness is our ego-based consciousness.

A conscious awareness is who you are animated as. Who is animated and who is talking? That is your conscious awareness.

Our spiritual half is the background consciousness I will say. They are in the background watching. Some would say helplessly, I am sure. So, we don’t possess the abilities of our spiritual consciousness because that is not who is animated.

For cats, this is the opposite. Their conscious awareness is their spiritual consciousness. Their ego-based consciousness is in the background. This is why they can’t be bought basically. Their spiritual half isn’t driven from ego or desires, like the dog who is the opposite. The dog is like as in “Man’s best friend”. It would make sense they share a similar consciousness. This is why dogs seem to get embarrassed, and cats could care less. This is why it takes longer to get love from a cat. They need quality love that resonates. Dogs just want to be loved because they are ego based. This is what makes them different. This is what makes all of us different. Not one consciousness is the same.

This is the difference between cats and dogs

She teaches me to be unbiased and to consider everyone individually. “One size doesn’t fit all”, she says. She tells me the class society is a negative construct. It places people into groups whether they fit or not. They then feel their identity slipping away and that is when you have people stepping out of line in negative ways to feel like an individual. When life moves as fast as it does, we are forced to create these groups to better manage people. When what we really need to do is slow down and consider everyone equally and individually.

She teaches me that the words someone chooses to use tell a lot about their intentions. The little filler words that change the intention of a sentence. She teaches me to listen to people instead of talking first. She teaches me to always give someone the benefit of the doubt. We find that you see a different side of people this way. The people who are constantly met with a fight because of what they say, when you believe them off the rip, this shifts their energy, and they open up. My higher self teaches me to believe in everything until proven otherwise. I believe the unbelievable. You can’t imagine all that I have learned from people living this way.

She also teaches me strategy for surviving in this animalistic world as a human. She teaches me that looking a little disheveled at times is okay because it lets people underestimate you. This is always a good strategy. She teaches me it’s okay to show vulnerability because it lets people relate to you. It also lets the right people underestimate you. The people underestimating you have these weak moments too, but they aren’t strong enough to share them with others.

She teaches me about cause and effect and the energy transferred in both cases. She teaches me about duality. I have taken duality so deeply into introspection that I have information to share about it. I understand duality enough to teach people about it.

She teaches me that a label is just a label. Because of this I believe I am terrible with names. I won’t remember what your label says.

She teaches me that life is unfair, but balanced. Life is a marathon, not a sprint. Don’t take life too seriously and don’t get caught up in the moment. Either take a step back or rise above it.

A big one is the concept of treating others how you want to be treated. We follow this exactly.

She teaches me giving back and donating my time is necessary for a good energetic balance.

She tells me to be unpredictable and to do the opposite of what’s expected of me.

If you ask her who she is, she will reply, "Lyndsey Smith". A dual consciouness takes on one persona in the human.

I also believe our existence and our experience is 100% real. I believe in God and Source and good and bad still. I believe it is real. Just outside of it all, there are different rules. Rules of neutrality. Where actions are purpose driven rather than driven by will. I disconnected from duality when I learned this information. I pulled myself back to duality because of the untamed feeling I had when I didn’t feel pulled in any certain direction. Duality pulls us, otherwise, we are free to do what we want without feeling anything about it. I for the first time since my awakening felt it was “okay” to do bad things. I didn’t have guard rails on. It was a wild feeling and one that I will never forget. I also felt no kind of urgency to do anything or be anywhere and couldn’t have cared if something bad happened. For obvious reasons, I couldn’t go on this way. Not in our society. So, I pulled the old beliefs back to me about duality. If you erased the duality belief from everyone around the world right now, it would be complete anarchy and everyone would die. You can’t take old thought patterns and old habits and place them into an untamed container just like that. It would go badly. Neutrality is achievable but to maintain would be nearly impossible. The moment you had a human experience strong enough to take you out, it would happen. This would be something that would happen many times until you learned the perfect balance of not caring enough to keep you separated from your feelings. In this state you wouldn’t have feelings for anything. You would be neutral. You wouldn’t “like” anything ever again. You will forget what love feels like. When people say they want 5D, this is what they are striving for. A life without love and a life without feelings.

When they talk about new earth, I believe them to be talking about a non-physical place that is only reachable after we pass in this body. My perspective is different. I do not want to go anywhere. I want to work with what we have and that is earth world. We can work with what we have.

I know what state is also achievable and just as good as the collectively perceived idea of what 5D is. I have been existing in this state for several years now. The problem with new earth and everything being 5D is that this puts the responsibility on everyone else to change. The change can only happen from within. We cannot control our environment. We can only control how we perceive our environment form within.

We have a dualistic balance inside of us. If you have seen my other videos, you will know I am talking about the higher self and us. This is the balance that is within our control to maintain. Inner balance. You need to get to know your higher self. This is where you will find your 5D state of mind. They are the other half of you.

This 5D theory teaches us that others need to change and the world around us needs to change. This is a negative way to view evolution. Evolution happens from within and then the outside world will start to resemble what is within. We need to focus on ourselves if we want our world to change.

The closest thing to “Being 5D” is when you align with your other non-physical half, some call the higher self. This alignment is how you achieve that peace state that 5D promises to give us. Although this is not always, because no energetic state is ever always. You will feel what true peace feels like when you align.

You reach this alignment by existing in your truth and authenticity.

Are you acting authentically?

Are you considering how what you do makes other people feel?

Do you care how they feel?

Are you nurturing the relationships you have now?

Are you getting rid of the ones that no longer serve you?

These are questions your higher self is asking you and the questions you should be asking yourself. A quick answer is not an honest answer. Stop and think about it before you answer yourself. Your higher self knows your truth and already knows the answer. When you both have the same one, this is how you find alignment.